I let go. I really let go. I said what had to be said, and feel ready to move on. This is my opening for a fresh start, to something happier and more fulfilling.
Yet, I want to look back at the good times and forget the pain and say that I truly, madly want you back. Gosh, after all the pain I’ve been through, I still want to restart the same mess all over again, to get hurt ten times worse?!
Ya Allah, keep me focused on that which is good for me and take me away from all that is bad for me. Ameen.